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Transparent with Myself
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My Own Personal Ramblings About Whatever Is On My Mind
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Transparent with Myself | My Own Personal Ramblings About Whatever Is On My Mind Home About Me Now Transparent with Myself My Own Personal Ramblings About Whatever Is On My Mind Feeds: Posts Comments Processing Grief after Death April 18, 2019 by PDX Running Chick Fifty-two days after an aggressive form of Cancer made itself known, it took my ex-husband’s life. He passed away 11 days ago. He was 56. We had been divorced for 10 years in March and, despite knowing each other for 33 years, 23 of them married, and having two children together who are now 19 and 25, we were not friends. And yet . . . I’m having a hard time processing grief that seems odd, irrational and so very inappropriate. Even with 52 days warning of death coming, no one was prepared. My children hurt in a way I cannot fix or even soothe. Yet I won’t stop trying. I am both sad and angry at him for leaving. Am I entitled to be sad? I’m so sad about the things h...
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